Just came back from camping at The Spot with Anthony. When I'm done I'll most likely go back to the post of us camping at the end of last summer, back when we were still "just friends" and had just met. So much has happened between that last camping trip and this one. So much along the lines of love, trust, commitment, everything! I can honestly say...I love him with all of my heart, would do anything for him and maintaining his happiness, health, and our relationship...and, and I can see myself honestly spending the rest of my life with him. He said something this morning, that absolutely made my heart jump. We were talking about weddings (since we recently went to one together) and I mentioned that at my wedding everyone will be required to dance, lest I KILL them! He laughed and turned to his brother and said "Well if Patricia and I ever get married either you learn to dance or you can't come to our wedding!"
Being the type of person I am, you know, viciously afraid of showing or saying anything that might betray hopeful thoughts or ideas of commitment, a statement like that really shocked me. We don't really discuss far future and whether or not we might still be together, so his mentioning a wedding dedicated to US...wow, I just hope I don't suddenly come down with a severe case of wanting to get married =p.
I finally got a reply for a pen pal, but for some reason I don't feel as much creativity to writing an interesting letter as when I first got the idea in my head. Of course I'm stoked and plan to write her this evening, but it might take me a while to brew what I believe to be the perfect letter.
*sigh. I just had the best 3 days possible. And I found out the best thing ever: showers involving 2
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