scattered thought

I found a new website that is pretty cool muxtape.com
The homepage changes every ten minutes or so so you're always able to choose from thousands of new playlists people put together, usually composed of 12 songs. There is a lot of slow indie bullshit but some people have good taste or I come upon one random song that I like a lot.

I haven't had much inspiration or creativity going through me...I want to continue writing about Richard John Brown [my antlered man] but also want to try out something new...can't seem to come up with anything though. I also haven't had time to read my Book of Joby, just write write write different papers and essays.

I know I have to get a job soon, but I like not working. I have so much free time to do what IIIIII want. Also I can actually go out and enjoy the nice fucking weather we finally got, up here in the Pacific Northwest. Back at the club I'd be listlessly watching the windows, inside, serving a bunch of fat old snobs. *sigh* I am actually very glad I'm gone from there.

But I have some plans: I want to try living independently. Well, with a roommate (it's all planned between us), but away from my parents I mean. As soon as I get a job, which will probably be within the next 2 or 3 weeks, I'll start looking for a cheap 2 bedroom apartment. I would say one even, since wouldn't mind the lack of personal space, but when my guy comes over....that might be a little awkward haha. So if I'm not ready for the bills and the money coordination and whatnot, I can always move back in and get ready for next time (before they leave for Arizona).